mummy is super hero

i donoe where to start,but i wan to say..

... ...nowsaday my mum has been busy,super..
i think u'll donoe tat my ah ku has depression ba..
its been quite long and he ended up in IMH(woodbridge),
for around 1month..and i know 最心苦的人 is my mum..
she has been going to IMH everyday w/o change to visit ah ku,
encourage him,talk to him evn he does't want to,
as he thinks tat he has some kind of infection tat can pass through air bond.

after sometimes of caring and finding some prayings to rely on,
he finally come home...and we thought tat all will be over and fine.. ..

but today i'm helping to mop the urine on the floor..
the last few days my mum accompany him in and out to the toilet,
he has another problem,Bowel disfunction.
it's reali irritating when you call a stubborn person to go see doc when his ill and he does't want to and you reali can't do anything jus to''ku kou po xin please him''

sometimes reali wanna drop tears but
at some point is extrem angry,
is it because we owe him and we need to do all those shit things..
it's not fair lo,we owe him but not he owe himself,why the hell make him suffer
and make it so hard for us..

i know my papa nag/scold is he want my mum not to be stress&心苦,
the way he show is not v.good,he cares but he jus donoe how to show it.
and my mum is reali v.patient,all this problems come up but she still can handle it w/o throwing angar and console us to understand his situation,''no one wants to be sick and rely on others,he is enduring the pain too.''
but i'm scare that if it continues she will fall sick too..
her health is not that good.
and someone said that if you gain something, you will loss something.有获必有失.
i don wan to loss anything.
i love my mum,
i wish to give her hugs,
say goodbye to her everyday... ...