Endorphins

Went to boat quay ytd..
and know wat.. saw tat shuai ge again..
den get caught by Jia Hao.. haha..
Den he said everytime see him wear the same shirt..
YES.. forever the same, white shirt wif a tie..
十年不变..
But did not went in there..
They choose the pub tat got chio bu but no shuai ge..

Went home to sleep for abt 3hrs den a msg woke me up..
Den don know why suddenly I thought abt $$..
how I throw $ into the drain..
how much I spent using my mum's $..
Braces..
Sch Fees..
PL..
and
the veri easy psycho me always get cheated..
california fitness(almost get cheated)
prudential ( I thk $400+ t0 $500+)
Modern Beauty ($600)

Especially PL..
4years plus already and Im stil stuck in the middle..
Spent don know how much liao..
I feel so stress..
Thinkin how much I have wasted..
and thought I should have stopped long time ago..
I reali should have..
Jus by thinkin of tis I wanna cry =(
I thought abt it le..
Im gonna give up my Lover soon..
no choice..
owe my mum too much..
会不会一辈子都还不完?
wanna stop thkin
wanna get back to sleep oso cant le
很难受
veri bad veri bad..............